Chapter Six - I Much Prefer the Flogger

I Much Prefer the Flogger

I was nearly certain my eyes would cross. The harmless looking manila envelope Edward had given turned out to be one massive fucking headache. There were checklists, a contract, a list of the levels of submission, an information guide on safe words, and other various documents. While most of the information was extremely useful, it made me want to pull my fucking hair out and scream. I never realized how detailed I would have to be in order to gain entry to this world. It was insanity.

Most of the activities on the checklist I had heard of, but there were some that I had no clue what they were. Such as dilation. Not only did it sound extremely painful, but wasn’t that dangerous too? And the idea of being auctioned off for charity was slightly disturbing, but I had told Edward I would only sub for him, would he follow that? Google helped me a lot, but there are certain things that you can never unlearn. I’m hoping the list of items I searched for today don’t fall in that category. Like scat, and fisting, and pony torture.

The purpose of the checklist was twofold. One, it would give Edward an idea of the things I had already done. Two, it would tell him what I was interested in doing, willing to try, and what things I might have had a fetish about. As red-faced as it had made me, I tried to be as honest as possible throughout the whole questionnaire.

This was a complex process that they took very seriously. The contract was the real deal that stated specifically what was expected and what was not tolerable. It was to be signed by Edward, me, and a witness as well. I wasn’t sure where it would be kept, but I assumed from the triplicate copies, I would be getting one for my own records.

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Chapter Five - Tie Me Up or Down

The Mistress and Her Master

Tie Me Up or Down

I couldn’t sleep that night. Thoughts of Edward and our meeting tomorrow were racing through my mind. I still wasn’t exactly sure what to expect, but how could I? I was painfully new to this lifestyle. What did I wear? What would we talk about? Was he going to request a session with me?

Somewhere around 4 am, I groaned in frustration. Only six more hours before our meeting. Alice, Rose, and Leah had tried to pry details out of me the night before, but I was in too much of a daze to have an intelligent conversation.

Everyone had still been tense about the whole James situation, but Leah had assured us that Edward would handle it. He had more clout in the community than I had initially imagined. Almost everyone looked to him for advice and as an example. Any subs Edward had trained were almost as highly coveted as he was. The whole situation was making me entirely too nervous.

It seemed that if I agreed to be Edward’s sub, I would be watched and criticized by everyone. I wasn’t really sure how that made me feel. I was also unsure if that fact would sway my decision. I wasn’t too keen on being the center of attention.

Ultimately, I decided to at least go and talk to him before I thought too hard about it. I had to think of it from all angles at once. I also had a very strong desire to just see him, to be near him. I was sure that was going to influence my choice. That part couldn’t be helped though. He was just so stunning, so… virile. Everything about him drew you in, like he was the predator and I was the prey.

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