I wrote this for the first FGB auction back in 2009. Kimberly was kind enough to bid on me and this was her winning piece. My prompt was her being one of Edward's previous subs. I hope you like what I came up with.
*smooches and squeezes*
Nan
Memoirs of a Dom
Primrose Wine
I didn’t often reflect on my life.
It wasn’t that I was ashamed of any of it. On the contrary, I wasn’t ashamed of any of my actions, in the least. I just never had the time to give it too much thought. Being with Bella made that different, though. Bella made everything different. She was such a natural at all of this; I didn’t have to spend as much time training her. Not only that, but she had already done so much research on her own.
I had never met anyone as prepared and analytical as she was. It nearly made me ashamed that I had never prepared myself in the same way. When I was initially getting into the lifestyle, I just jumped in with both feet. I was lucky to have found a patient Mistress in Trish, who had taken so much time and care with me. I owed my success as a Dom to her, too.
I thought being a submissive first would have better primed me for the life of a Dom. I was so wrong. Nothing could have readied me for the nearly crippling fear I felt the first time I was in control. Thankfully, Trish had been there to hold my hand and guide me through that experience as well.
